*______princess_________* too many tears i've cried, too many lonely days i had to go through, too many pieces broken, too many sorrys that didn't heal the pain...
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13th oct exams over!!! 2nd oct von's bday 9th oct peace's bday 14th oct amilyn's bday 17th oct renee's bday 23rd oct watch play at victoria theatre 31st oct HAPPY HALLOWEEN!
the most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched they can only be felt by the heart
Sunday, October 24, 2004

you changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss


i have moved. pls relink me! thanx!
made wishes* _______________ unfortunately dreams dun come true for me

Thursday, September 23, 2004

you changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss

ahhhh! im so pissed! got loads of moodswings! pissed! really pissed! ahhh! i so sick of helping ppl when they dun help u back! lyk they treat u nice when they want sumtin,argh... anyway...the only thing tt brighten up my day today was seeing mich ang! i haf not seen her for so long.... so yep...haf not studied, cant b bothered....not in a gd mood...so dun irritate me..im serious..!!! oh yah, me and lynette sort of managed to "ren" each other. but she still irritates me. i feel lyk saying some things to some ppl in their faces, but i dun want tt jus bcos of tt, our friendship ends...ahh..i feel lyk shouting and crying out all my unhappiness, thanks to it, i haf been moody, pissed and not feel lyk doing anything...i mean.. i really jus want to get out of here! i want to go somewhere else...where i can find my happiness....no one understands at all......arghh....
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don?t belong
And no one understands you

Do you ever wanna run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming

No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over

Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
But deep inside you?re bleeding

No you don?t know what it?s like
When nothing feels alright
You don?t know what it?s like to be like me

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lies straight to your face
And no one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I?m happy
But I?m not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted
You never had to work it was always there
You don?t know what it?s like
What it?s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you?re down
To feel like you?ve been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
When no one?s there to save you
No you don?t know what it?s like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

i feel tt tis song sort of explains why i sumtimes get moody and sad.
Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

[Chorus:]
I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

[Chorus]

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

this song is wat i really feel lyk doin now! not the whole song, lyk some parts of it.

made wishes* _______________ unfortunately dreams dun come true for me

Sunday, September 19, 2004

you changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss

My blogger post thingy is still screwed!!! So once again my dearie jazreel is helping me post! Thanx! Haha! So been slacking a lot lately! And I mean a lot! Haha!
Monday
Had gym! As usual very fun. A lot off ppl did not do cos they were studying for exams. So glad I made the rite decision to do gym! Then had history test. Had a bad tummy ache. Had diarohea in the morning.
Tuesday
No Chinese! Haha! Had pe! Played netball wif sec2pr. My grp sucked lyk hell! Then aft that went to gym with sarah, julie, cel, emily and joanne. Very fun. Tried doin back drop but failed! But still fun. Then rushed to canteen to eat. Haha! Had packed food! Packed food is good…
Wednesday
kee went to take over pw for sci lesson. Sigh. So boring.
Thursday
Had health screening today. Talked to peace outside the spice rm. She was at the lobby! Haaha! After tt I was acting damn crazy and loud cos no teachers! Haha! So yep. Haha! Becky was suppose to go to the not bian tai one but she did not seen so I quickly ran to her. So becky had to go to the bian tai woman. Haha! Sorry becks! Haha! Had drama. Auditions were good…. Haha.
Friday
Got the tix for visit of the tai tai during recess. And ms chua asked me to collect the forms. Sorry joanne. U had to wait so…long. Haha! But u still managed to eat mee pok! Haha! Then went for Chinese tuiton, boring as usual. Then went home and slacked. Haha!
Saturday
Damn! I screwed my English oral. Had tis teacher she quite nice. I was not very zing zhang during the conversation. But I still screwed it.thanx renee, nicolette an joanne lee for the hugs! Thanx so much! Love u guys forever.haha!
Sunday
Had tuiton. Studied geog chpt 12-15,29 and 30-34! Haha! Lyk studied tt in 1/2 hr altogether. Haha! Doing music project now. And sweating lyk siao. Haha. Gonna study history and maybe sci later. Shit 4 liao. Go to study history now!




made wishes* _______________ unfortunately dreams dun come true for me

Sunday, September 12, 2004

you changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JOANNE!!! Blogger is screwed! I cant post. So thanx jaz for helping me post! I read through the history txtbk, but nothing gets into my head.cant be bothered to study. Got to start revising for finals liao. Sigh. No going out for me till finals r over. I wished we dun need to stay back in sch for assembly on Monday. Then can study. I read jaz blog, abt gib, omg,it sounds so fun!!! Not fair! Hrmph! Gonna c my pongs,pang,pings and kong ba pao 2mrow! Hahaha! Miss them so much…prob gonna skip gym 2mrow, to study for history. But c how first. Hope the test is not so hard!!!

Saturday
Went back to sch for drama. Sara and me almost had to go up to act, thanx to kexin and faith! Auditions start nxt thurs. a lot of sec ones auditioning for the 4 frens. On the way out of sch, so cel! Haha! She looked so chio! Haha! Then went back home. And watched vma 2004 preshow and mainshow! Then slack and slack the whole day.


Sunday
My tutor was late again! But hurray, shes got to go to uk to continue her law studies! So she wont b teaching me liao. But tts kind of bad, cos where am I suppose to get a tutor when the finals r so near. Anyway, read through history txtbk but nothing gets into my head!!!! Argh…! Then watched tv. Then here I am blogging and chatting to jaz and cel.


made wishes* _______________ unfortunately dreams dun come true for me

Sunday, September 05, 2004

you changed my world with just one smile, you took my heart with just one kiss

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KERRI-ANN!!!
went out wif jess, yvonne,kim,jia jun, isabel and kerri today to celebrate kerri's bday! we went to eat at a jap restaurent..i didnt eat much..din even order anything! haha! then watched a cinderella story. quite ok lah. not tt gd, not tt bad. well, i will give it 3 1/2 stars! so aft movie, kerri,jia jun,von,kim and jess went to heeren i tink. while i went to zara. the clothes not nice at all. haha. then went to bk. bought burger. then went home. on the way home, dunno y i bcame damn moody. so im lyk still damn moody now, so decided to blog to take my worries away...gonna haf tuiton then gonna watch 13 going on 30 tomorrow.

made wishes* _______________ unfortunately dreams dun come true for me